just skip one part~yea~it was an important one~but~feel like~i wanna address this point first~i'll fit that important one in later

 

fourth yr！ all in a sudden that u found out ur already in ur last yr in U life~ wut do u think eh!! ~u'll think of alot of things~jobs, future, ur life, and wanna have a wonderful ending for the U life as well

 

u dont wanna miss any more classes~u wanna take the last chance to push ur marks higher, u wanna enjoy every bit of the U life that u ddnt have time, or interest, or chance in the last three years. u wanna go see CAISA fashion show, go2 prom, go out for a date with the special person in ur U life, blablablabla.

 

friends in china~a bunch of graduated kids~b4 their graduation, so many of them told their own special person through different ways~"i like you"~or "i liked you"  well~yea~it is too late~no chance to start anything at all...but to say it out needs courage, and the last min gives them the last chance to say it out loud, the last chance u can take to make ur U memory a little bit closer to the way u like ....so....why not.. 

 

last yr, when i was still in 3rd yr, every my fourth yr friend told me~"nuh~i dont wanna start anything with anyone le~i am already in my last yr...." sounds pretty sad~but actually they did the opposite~they tried their best to create chances~to end their U life w/o regrets...

 

Fourth yr! lets make it memorable, special, and buzy beautiful ba.......U life will end very sooon......   

 

早就想结束这种追记的日子，可实在是bell internet太不争气~上了两个星期课居然网还没被修好~ 

 

subway的工作算是告一段落了~两个星期前~9月4号最后一天上班

 

那不是个professional打工的地方，顶多就是挣点零钱，最多不过算是初步接触一下社会，接触一下挣钱的感觉

 

店里不忙的时候，一个人，静静的，坐在落地窗前，看看小说，读读报纸，喝杯nestea, 感觉其实也满惬意的。听着哗哗的雨声，坐在玻璃窗内，山坡下的角落，窥视着外面的世界，觉得自己好安全，好悠闲

 

有一天，一对穿着很讲究的大概8旬左右老人走了进来，老头腿脚不好，老伴小心的搀扶着。坐下后，老伴细声问了几句后上前来点sub, 记得很清楚，那是个6 inch vegi sub.      拿着sub回到老头桌前，帮他把毛巾缅进衣领，站在身旁，开始一口一口地喂他进食。我很惊讶，本以为老头只是腿脚不好，没想到自理都困难了      下午3点左右的时候，客人向来很少，我漫不经心的在台前晃悠，突然间，老头大声嚷嚷了起来，说的什么实在听不清，看似好像在对老伴表示不满。。老伴小声回应着什么，依旧在他旁边弯着腰，耐心伺侯着。我着实被那一声带着怨气的叫声吓了一跳，心脏扑腾扑腾的跳      此后的半个小时，老头时不时地仍在嚷嚷着些什么，老伴细心的喂完了整个sub,好像一直都没顾上自己，就搀扶着老头走出了小店

 

看着他们，心里好矛盾。看着这老头，感觉他好可怜，他在被病魔困扰着，痛苦着。老伴也好可怜，厮守着病魔缠身的老头，自己都一把岁数了还要帮老头料理一切事物。可他俩又好幸福好幸福，看得我好感动

 

人真的是从不懂事到懂事再退步到不懂事的。姥爷曾经和我说过，对80多岁的老人就要像对3岁的孩子一样~看着我老爷，我不能认同这句话。可是眼前的这位老人，可想，如果当时在店里大声叫嚷埋怨的是个三岁的孩子，那我也就不会被吓到了

 

 

记录一下我打工犯的错误把，(我至今仍记得的一些)

 

    一盘salad charge成mini sub乐~让老板损失了4块钱

    toast好的 footlong meatball sub在拿出来的时候给甩到地上了

    正要放到toaster里的两个footlong sub在另一天也被我甩到了地上

    一男的要salt&pepper,我上来就往上浇了好多的sub sauce,人家不要了，害得我又重新作了一个

    因为跟老爸吵架，房间里也没闹钟，第二天应该9点到去开门，9点半老板来家里按响了门铃

 

其实，说起老板，我觉得我的老板是个好老板。以上的这一切错误老板都亲眼目睹，但没有因此批评我一次，甚至都没有给我投来责备的眼神。每次我都会主动上前说对不起，老板总会摇摇头说its okay. 包括那迟到了半个小时的班，老板都只是问了我句why,没有责怪我一点

 

其实这样挺好，当你知道你自己错了的时候，听不到责备会让你心存感激，以后会加倍努力。   (怀疑我老板学过心理哦~)